setting personal best against others, i am not the best and do not deserve the best outcome. there are people who are consistently building a reputation in the things they do and translating a positive message about their ability. it is things that are beyond academic performance. they are building and forming a portfolio and are ready to show the world at any point of time. they are forming a sand castle and i am playing with sand. i need to plan out my route and firm things down.
doing what you are good at? i am not doing what i am good at because i am not good at anything. in terms of marketing and communication, i wish that my capability equates to the things i say (empty talks). more than just saying how to do better, i can’t perform the things out. i am not the best in calculation and not even close to average when it comes to writing. at a point, i feel that i am not good for anything, just yet.